27 October, 2005

... where am I ?

... where am I ?

I am 'in transition' at the moment, a kind of limbo.

I know that I have left my old life, I felt the pain as I did so - the pull of a soul leaving its' home, so to speak.

And I greatly fear the place that I know I am bound for - that purgatory of confusion 'over there'.

... yet for now I feel calm and soothed. I feel as if I am somewhere that I am valued, and cared for. I feel at home here. If only I could somehow avoid reaching the other side, and stay here forever.

True, the voices still trouble me, but it doesn't seem so bad when I'm here.

... nothing is as bad when I'm here.

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