27 September, 2005

... we're still here

... we're still here, carrying on this sham existence, pretending that our being here means something to someone - to anyone.

It's hard to have a positive spin on your own self worth when you have been effectively replaced by someone, who is simply waiting for you to not be around anymore. I turned up late a few days ago, and when I arrived at my desk it was already occupied by one of the 'others'. They were very apologetic, but I know that they're thinking - are you still here ? aren't you done yet ?

Another one didn't return this week - one of my shadows, this time; but another has appeared in its' place. I'm begining to think that they will never be cast out now. Never truly beaten.
V : 2 / F : 2

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